Sugar Rain

everythingS...

2009-12-07T07:12:00.000-08:00

- hanging on... *kapit lang*
- to a lost great love advance happy birthday. *i can but i guess i'd rather not*
- happy and thankful for every opportunity/blessings that knocks at my door/peeks thru my window
- excited
- hopeful
- tearfully facing it all
- letting go and letting God
- awfully fond of melason *reminds me of my ex-jason nyahahaha*
- missing a friend

thank you Jesus!

2009-09-10T00:12:00.000-07:00

today is a happy day because...

- my interview went good =) *still praying for the result*
- someone gave me a big hug *i cried tears of joy*
- family and friends showed their love and support
- receive a mail from a long lost friend *miss you big time F*

sorry but today is also a sad day *still in denial so details to follow*

TGIFy = Thank God I Found you

2009-07-10T10:55:00.000-07:00

funny how i dreamt of this and waking up on a Friday humming the song...

Thank God I found you
I was lost without you
My every wish and every dream
Somehow became reality
When you brought the sunlight
Completed my whole life
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
Cause baby I'm so thankful
I found you

sadness and all...

2009-07-09T00:20:00.000-07:00

Lord embrace me with your love for not even my tears can put me to sleep...

just to share...

2009-07-07T19:58:00.000-07:00

The best and the worst

A poet says: “the warrior of the light chooses his enemies.”

The warrior knows what he is capable of. He does not need

to go around telling others of his qualities and virtues.

Nevertheless - just like in the Old West - someone always comes

along wanting to prove that he is the better man.

The warrior knows there is no “better” or “worse”: each has the

gifts necessary for his individual journey.

But some people insist. They provoke, offend, do everything they

can to irritate him. This is when the warrior’s heart says: “do not

accept the insults, they will not increase your ability. You

will tire unnecessarily.”

A warrior of the light does not waste his time listening to provocations;

he has a destiny to fulfill.

from Warrior of the Light by Paulo Coelho

i can see you...

2009-06-30T23:44:00.000-07:00

and how i wish i could just take all your pain away... im not saying this out of pity, because i don't. i don't have so much to say now i think i still have to search for the right words... maybe tomorrow... or the day after... just remember i'm looking at you and i can see you. *sounds familiar? hehehe*

Tomorrow morning if you wake up
and the sun does not appear
I will be here
If in the dark, we lose sight of love
Hold my hand, and have no fear
'Cause I will be here

2008-04-29T07:21:00.000-07:00

Therefore I say unto you, All things whatsoever you desire when you pray, believe that you receive them, and you shall have them.--Mark 11:24

Today i thank the Lord for...

2008-04-14T07:41:00.000-07:00

- Today our group scrappersatSG is ONE! to my scrap buddies, thanks for sharing your creativity and your time.
- ham and egg sandwich for bfast, thanks brader.
- chicken sandwich for dinner, thanks hawsmeyt G.
- my lunch buddy, my friend, Jo who never get stired of listening to my sentiments.
- my cousin B *hehehe* for your huggggg though we're miles apart. it means a lot. thanks for your time. =)

Sometime, Somewhere

2008-04-13T00:45:00.000-07:00

We speak but the words we say mean nothing
We smile but the smiles we give are wanting
We look upon each other's eyes,
No spark, no glow, no real signs, but we both know
This is all for show

Until that sometime, somewhere,
We could show the world we have each other
Sometime, somewhere, we need not hide our feelings
We just keep on believing
That we both have the time together
Sometime and somewhere, our lips would be free at last
To say the words we've hungered to say
And we won't have to worry, we smile, we won't say sorry
One look and we have cast our fears aside

Sometime, that sometime we'll turn to forever for all time
Somewhere, our somewhere would not be just one place but everywhere

Until that sometime, somewhere,
We just have to be content with stealing glances
Somehow, content with saying nothing, smiles that are always wanting
Though deep inside it hurts because we know that our love,
Like love is what it is, it's what we got
Our love, like love will have to wait until that sometime, somewhere

On Cupcakes

2007-12-22T06:49:00.000-08:00

i love cupcakes and have long been wanting to make my own, and i said im putting that on my things to do while on vacation... and without much introduction here are sugar-rain's cupcake creation. hahaha

On Rainbows

2007-12-22T06:38:00.000-08:00

Why are there so many

Songs about rainbows

And what's on the other side

Rainbow's are visions

They're only illusions

And rainbows have nothing to hide

So we've been told and some chose toBelieve it

But I know they're wrong wait and see

Someday we'll find it

The Rainbow Connection

The lovers, the dreamers and me...

well that is just part of the song rainbow connection, but what greeted me when i visited my best friend Rose in KL is this...

on milkshakes

2007-12-17T20:09:00.000-08:00

Before After *3minutes*

where: MWL

when : Dec 17, 5pm

finished a card for Mama (benga's mother) hope she'll like it. =)

P.S. more to come... *i hope* hehehe im taking time off from work for 2 weeks yipeeee!!!

Tagged

2007-12-16T20:47:00.000-08:00

I’ve been tagged by lairofeilrig

5 things found in my bag
- wristlet
- umbrella
- phone
- keys
- chocolates

5 things found in my wallet/wristlet
- MWL card
- Blue IC
- atm
- tissue
- lipgloss

5 things found in my room
- scrapbook materials
- computer
- kalat ko
- kalat ng kuya ko
- documents

5 things I’ve always wanted to do
- spend the holidays in Disneyland Florida
- enroll in a culinary arts class
- makapunta sa isang scrapbook store sa US
- learn the art of letting go *naks maisinget lang*
- after the above hopefully i will no longer be haunted by some memories of the past *hehehe*

of things lost... and found

2007-09-07T19:45:00.000-07:00

grabe ang tagal kong nawala... nawala or tinamad??? hehehe

ang daming nangyari...
may masaya, may malungkot
may nakakatuwa, may nakakainis
may inspiring, may depressing

kelan lang nawala ang wallet ko... =( after 2 days may nagbalik =)
kinuha din ang camera ko... =( ibabalik din kaya?? asa pako...

kahapon nagkasalubong tayo
may hihilingin sana ako...

2007-07-15T06:40:00.000-07:00

"i can do everything through HiM who gives me strength."philippians 4: 13

2007-07-10T07:42:00.000-07:00

"Courage daughter! Your faith has saved you!"

On being afraid

2007-07-03T05:56:00.000-07:00

The best remedy for those who are afraid, lonely or unhappy is to go outside, somewhere where they can be quiet, alone with the heavens, nature and God. Because only then does one feel that all is as it should be and that God wishes to see people happy, amidst the simple beauty of nature. - Anne Frank

7 Random Things

2007-06-20T08:14:00.000-07:00

I've been tagged by mami S.

I must post the rules, 7 random things about me and then tag others to do the same. Sound fair enough, right? These are the rules… each player starts with 7 random facts about themselves on their Blog. People who are tagged need to blog 7 facts about themselves and post the rules as well. At the end of their blog list 7 people you are tagging. Let them know that they are tagged by leaving them a comment.

1. I love hello kitty but im afraid of cats.
2. I love to scrap. visit my scrap haven www.myscraphaven.blogspot.com
3. I love spaghetti so much that i can eat it without the sauce *or should i say i love pasta*
4. I love froot loops with orange juice instead of the usual milk for breakfast.
5. I love nicholas sparks novel.
6. I still love the person who at one time made me the happiest person i could ever be.
7. I have love and been loved and for me this has always been enough. *sensya na tsisi mode on e*

Now, I don't really know who i can tag so whoever gets to read this and feels like doing one... you're tagged by sugar rain ok??? =)

Happy father's day!

2007-06-17T07:27:00.000-07:00

to my fader time... bukod sa wala ako sa mundong ito kung hindi dahil sa inyo alam kong higit pa dun ang dapat kong ipagpasalamat dahil hindi dun nagtatapos ang pagmamahal at pangunawa na lagi nyong ibinibigay sakin.
to all my dad friends... tulad ng sabi ko kanina sa aking tsisi msg hehehe i alwasys feel protected because my friends are fathers like you.
to all the father in the world... Happy Father's Day!

The greatest gift I ever had Came from God; I call him Dad!

Happy Bday Grandma!

2007-06-10T07:55:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow is my grandma's bday. (and my brother too, and one of my close friend here Mama betchay)
Minsan ko na lang sya makausap but she's always remembered, i know i haven't told her this but i've learned a lot from her. Her undconditional love for all of us, sa kanya ko lagi nakikita yung sinasabi nila na yung mga mother kahit isusubo na lang nila ibibigay pa nila sa anak nila and sya nakaextend pa sa mga apo nya. For us and lalo na sa daddy ko no one cooks better than her, not only that she allows me to stay in the kitchen and watch her cook , she never fails to share her secret style in cooking and up to now hindi ko nakakalimutan ang mga tinuro nya sakin.
Grandma i miss you and i love you so much... HUG!HUG!HUG!

Emotera Queen

2007-06-06T06:42:00.000-07:00

the title speaks about who else but ME. *tenchu tales napatawa tlga ako ng word na yan*
wala lang... kagabi kasi tinatalo ko na naman si ate juday at ate bea at hindi din kakayanin ng kahit anong korean telenovela ang dahilan ng pagtulo na naman ng mga luha ko. kung ano... HINDI KO ALAM. este HINDI KO ALAM KUNG BAKIT.

life is what we make it... true
tayo lang din ang makakatulong sa sarili natin... korek
being happy is a choice... true enough
stop hurting stop living... ayon yan sa isang bus advertisement
wag mo na lang isipin kasi ikaw din ang mahihirapan... ang isip ko mapipigilan ko paano naman ang puso ko? *orayt*

at marami pang iba.... pagod nako.

after a happy weekend...

2007-05-28T08:06:00.000-07:00

comes a tearful monday =((((

- my boss just talked to me this afternoon and he told me there's a very slim chance that i'll be back to my old place where i miss my seatmates sooooo much *sniff* nilipat po kasi ako ng place dahil sa mga audit issues na yan sa office ngayon.

umiyak lang ako sandali at dahil sa mga ganitong bagay wala naman tlga akong magagawa ill just have to convince myself na all of this happens for a reason...

*yun lang dumagdag na naman to sa mga bagay na hanggang ngayon iniintay ko pa din ang dahilan* hehehe

Week of may 21st 2oh01

2007-05-27T08:09:00.000-07:00

a few more minutes and weekend is over...

- 3 days nakong prod support, so far ok pa naman except putol putol ang tulog ko lately check ko henpown ko baka di ko lang narinig. kakaparanoid pero sabi nila sa una lang to well sana nga...

- tapos ko na ang baby shower invites na pinapagawa ni lilac, well details na lang ang kulang

- nilipat nako ng building =((( *pero feeling ko lang babalik din ako sa dati kong pwesto this week* super happy ako pag nangyari yun *sana bukas na din agad hehehe*

- konti na lang tapos ko na ang LO na ginagawa ko for Frances and mama betchay =)

- attended a bday party, nanalo ako ng prize may game kasi pabilisan daw mgtext hehehe =)

- got the chance to catch up with some friends na nakikita ko na lang pag may mga bday

- yung mga dati baby pa ngayon ni hindi mo na mapakiss kasi big boy or big girl na daw sila

bottom line : A HAPPY WEEKEND!

Now playing : When She Cries by Restless Heart

2007-05-20T07:27:00.001-07:00

The road I have traveled on,
Is paved with good intentions.
It's littered with broken dreams,
That never quite came true.

When all of my hopes were dying,
Her love kept me trying.
She does her best to hide,
The pain that she's been through.

When she cries, at night,
And she doesn't think that I can hear her.
She tries, to hide,All the fear she feels inside.
So I pray, this time,I can be the man that she deserves.
'Cos I die a little each time,When she cries.

She's always been there for me,
Whenever I've fallen.When nobody else believes,
She'll be there by my side.I don't know how she takes it,
Just once, I'd like to make it,
Then there'll be tears of joy,That fill her lovin' eyes.

When she cries, at night,
And she doesn't think that I can hear her.
She tries, to hide,All the fear she feels inside.
So I pray, this time,I can be the man that she deserves.
'Cos I die a little each time,When she cries.

Scrapmeet - May 07

2007-05-20T05:13:00.000-07:00

What: Scrap Meet Part 2 (surprise bday scrap party for CJ)

When: May 19, 2007

Where: Central Grove Function Room

It's our second scrapmeet and as expected...

- everybody is very excited

- so many things we want to do but so little time

- new scrappers have joined, we hope we have inspired them so they'll be as excited as we are the next time we will have our session.

P.S.

very lazy pako to upload the LO's pero super impressive lahat lalo na sa mga bago pa lang ang galing pramis =)

again... happy bday CJ!!! mwahhhh

2007-05-17T07:04:00.000-07:00

nangyari na ba sa inyo yung minsan ang dami mong tanong...
ang dami mong gustong sabihin...
gusto mong ijustify ang nararamdaman mo pero kahit anong salita minsan kahit sarili mo hindi mo mapapaniwala...
feeling mo tanggap mo namang lahat pero parang hindi...
lagi mong sinasabi sa sarili mo na kontento ka na pero after mong sabihin yun magtatanong ka pa din "bakit ganon???"...
gusto mong magalit pero pipilitin mong manahimik...
gusto mong sumigaw...
minsan kung kelan gusto mong umiyak dun naman mga luha mo hindi mo mahagilap...
kaya eto matatawa ka na lang at sa makailang ulit ay sasabihin sa sarili mong lilipas ding lahat ito...

May 16 - TFD

2007-05-16T06:46:00.000-07:00

Unconditional love is the greatest gift we can give and receive.

to a friend who is hurting... i'm just a phone call away
to a colleague who always pisses me off... i couldn't hate you more
to my work... i should be more inspired
to my family... i miss all of you ever more
to my friends... i know thanking you all won't be enough
to a long lost great love... i couldn't care less

Now Playing: Upside Down by 6CycleMind

2007-05-13T18:21:00.000-07:00

Upside Down by 6cyclemind

I’ve been spending some time, thinking i’d be alright

Don’t know if I could really make it tonight

Lie awake in the dark, come down then I start

Thinking about you is almost breaking my heart

I don’t know where I went wrong, or what’s going on

Baby, I fell like our love’s lost tonight

Should I stay, should I go? Well, I really don’t know

Lately I’ve been missing you so

[Refrain]

Baby, you don’t understand our love lies lost

But you’re still holding my hand

Oh and then you walk away

Just tonight, I want you to stay

[Chorus]

You’re turning me on, you turn me around

You turn my whole world upside down

Everytime I hurt you, well it’s hurting me too

Don’t know if I could really stay here tonight

Tired of thinking of you, I never think that you do

Tell me what am I supposed to do

Well, I just wanted to say that I need you today

Tell me it’s all gonna work out alrightI don’t know where I should I start

But with all of my heart

Baby let me be your lover tonight

[repeat Refrain and Chorus]
Oh you know, you turn me upside down

You know, you turn me upside down

Happy Mother's Day!

2007-05-12T07:12:00.000-07:00

A mother is the truest friend we have, when trials heavy and sudden, fall upon us; when adversity takes the place of prosperity; when friends who rejoice with us in our sunshine desert us; when trouble thickens around us, still will she cling to us, and endeavor by her kind precepts and counsels to dissipate the clouds of darkness, and cause peace to return to our hearts. ~Washington Irving

sa lahat ng mga nanay, mama, mommy, mom, mader, mader nature, mamu, mudra, momsie, inang, inay SALAMAT po sa lahat ng pagmamahal at pangunawa.

sad or happy?

2007-05-11T07:47:00.000-07:00

happy muna...
TGIF! sana lagi na lang walang pasok, well i could only wish for that.
i know i will be very tired this weekend because i told myself i need to organize my scrapbook things super gulo na parang scrap na tlga hehehe =) but im looking forward to it.

sad naman...
this morning i saw you... i know you saw me too
kelan kaya yung araw na magkikita tayo na hindi na tayo umiiwas or should i say hindi na natin kailangang iwasan ang isat isa???
kanina ok lang bakit ngayon parang umiiyak nako???

*tulog lang ang katapat nito*

JDA

2007-05-08T08:20:00.000-07:00

current mood: parang nilalagnat sa sobrang excited, hindi alam kung anong uunahing gawin

*my scrapmates would definitely know why hehehe*
speechless pa ako... tignan nyo na lang muna ang pix namin hehehe

donut from lilac

2007-05-07T07:39:00.000-07:00

nothing much happened today except that im kinda stressed sa office pero hindi pa din halata dahil maaga pa din akong umuwi.

went to cityhall to meet lilac and tales. lilac has something for us from bangkok.

yummy!!! miss ko na dunkin donut and i miss you too gurl. hope we could see each other more

there are friendship that cannot really depend on being together but could grow deep. the closeness is something that is always there ready to be shared whenever the need arises...

on top of spaghetti

2007-05-05T02:14:00.000-07:00

i just finish cooking my favorite spaghetti =) yum! yum!

dito ako sa bahay ng friend ko *halos dito nako nakatira* darating family nya and we have to cook something for dinner.

i just felt like writing... naisip ko start ulit ako ng blog ko so here i am trying to start all over again...