everythingS...

- hanging on... *kapit lang*
- to a lost great love advance happy birthday. *i can but i guess i'd rather not*
- happy and thankful for every opportunity/blessings that knocks at my door/peeks thru my window
- excited
- hopeful
- tearfully facing it all
- letting go and letting God
- awfully fond of melason *reminds me of my ex-jason nyahahaha*
- missing a friend

thank you Jesus!

today is a happy day because...

- my interview went good =) *still praying for the result*
- someone gave me a big hug *i cried tears of joy*
- family and friends showed their love and support
- receive a mail from a long lost friend *miss you big time F*

sorry but today is also a sad day *still in denial so details to follow*

TGIFy = Thank God I Found you

funny how i dreamt of this and waking up on a Friday humming the song... 

Thank God I found you 
I was lost without you 
My every wish and every dream 
Somehow became reality 
When you brought the sunlight 
Completed my whole life 
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude 
Cause baby I'm so thankful 
I found you 

sadness and all...

Lord embrace me with your love for not even my tears can put me to sleep...

just to share...

The best and the worst 


 A poet says: “the warrior of the light chooses his enemies.” 


 The warrior knows what he is capable of. He does not need 

to go around telling others of his qualities and virtues. 

 

 Nevertheless - just like in the Old West - someone always comes

along wanting to prove that he is the better man. 

 

 The warrior knows there is no “better” or  “worse”: each has the 

gifts necessary for his individual journey. 

 

 But some people insist. They provoke, offend, do everything they 

can to irritate him. This  is when the warrior’s heart says: “do not 

accept the insults, they will not increase your ability. You 

will tire unnecessarily.” 

 

 A warrior of the light does not waste his time listening to provocations;

 he has a destiny to fulfill.


from Warrior of the Light by Paulo Coelho 

i can see you...

and how i wish i could just take all your pain away... im not saying this out of pity, because i don't. i don't have so much to say now i think i still have to search for the right words... maybe tomorrow... or the day after... just remember i'm looking at you and i can see you. *sounds familiar? hehehe*  



Tomorrow morning if you wake up 
and the sun does not appear
I will be here
If in the dark, we lose sight of love
Hold my hand, and have no fear
'Cause I will be here



Therefore I say unto you, All things whatsoever you desire when you pray, believe that you receive them, and you shall have them.--Mark 11:24




Today i thank the Lord for...

- Today our group scrappersatSG is ONE! to my scrap buddies, thanks for sharing your creativity and your time.
- ham and egg sandwich for bfast, thanks brader.
- chicken sandwich for dinner, thanks hawsmeyt G.
- my lunch buddy, my friend, Jo who never get stired of listening to my sentiments.
- my cousin B *hehehe* for your huggggg though we're miles apart. it means a lot. thanks for your time. =)

Sometime, Somewhere

We speak but the words we say mean nothing
We smile but the smiles we give are wanting
We look upon each other's eyes,
No spark, no glow, no real signs, but we both know
This is all for show

Until that sometime, somewhere,
We could show the world we have each other
Sometime, somewhere, we need not hide our feelings
We just keep on believing
That we both have the time together
Sometime and somewhere, our lips would be free at last
To say the words we've hungered to say
And we won't have to worry, we smile, we won't say sorry
One look and we have cast our fears aside

Sometime, that sometime we'll turn to forever for all time
Somewhere, our somewhere would not be just one place but everywhere

Until that sometime, somewhere,
We just have to be content with stealing glances
Somehow, content with saying nothing, smiles that are always wanting
Though deep inside it hurts because we know that our love,
Like love is what it is, it's what we got
Our love, like love will have to wait until that sometime, somewhere

On Cupcakes

i love cupcakes and have long been wanting to make my own, and i said im putting that on my things to do while on vacation... and without much introduction here are sugar-rain's cupcake creation. hahaha





On Rainbows

Why are there so many
Songs about rainbows
And what's on the other side
Rainbow's are visions
They're only illusions
And rainbows have nothing to hide
So we've been told and some chose toBelieve it
But I know they're wrong wait and see
Someday we'll find it
The Rainbow Connection
The lovers, the dreamers and me...

well that is just part of the song rainbow connection, but what greeted me when i visited my best friend Rose in KL is this...

on milkshakes




Before After *3minutes*


where: MWL
when : Dec 17, 5pm

finished a card for Mama (benga's mother) hope she'll like it. =)

P.S. more to come... *i hope* hehehe im taking time off from work for 2 weeks yipeeee!!!

Tagged

I’ve been tagged by lairofeilrig

5 things found in my bag
- wristlet
- umbrella
- phone
- keys
- chocolates

5 things found in my wallet/wristlet
- MWL card
- Blue IC
- atm
- tissue
- lipgloss

5 things found in my room
- scrapbook materials
- computer
- kalat ko
- kalat ng kuya ko
- documents

5 things I’ve always wanted to do
- spend the holidays in Disneyland Florida
- enroll in a culinary arts class
- makapunta sa isang scrapbook store sa US
- learn the art of letting go *naks maisinget lang*
- after the above hopefully i will no longer be haunted by some memories of the past *hehehe*

of things lost... and found

grabe ang tagal kong nawala... nawala or tinamad??? hehehe

ang daming nangyari...
may masaya, may malungkot
may nakakatuwa, may nakakainis
may inspiring, may depressing

kelan lang nawala ang wallet ko... =( after 2 days may nagbalik =)
kinuha din ang camera ko... =( ibabalik din kaya?? asa pako...

kahapon nagkasalubong tayo
may hihilingin sana ako...

"i can do everything through HiM who gives me strength."philippians 4: 13

"Courage daughter! Your faith has saved you!"

On being afraid

The best remedy for those who are afraid, lonely or unhappy is to go outside, somewhere where they can be quiet, alone with the heavens, nature and God. Because only then does one feel that all is as it should be and that God wishes to see people happy, amidst the simple beauty of nature. - Anne Frank

7 Random Things

I've been tagged by mami S.


I must post the rules, 7 random things about me and then tag others to do the same. Sound fair enough, right? These are the rules… each player starts with 7 random facts about themselves on their Blog. People who are tagged need to blog 7 facts about themselves and post the rules as well. At the end of their blog list 7 people you are tagging. Let them know that they are tagged by leaving them a comment.

1. I love hello kitty but im afraid of cats.
2. I love to scrap. visit my scrap haven www.myscraphaven.blogspot.com
3. I love spaghetti so much that i can eat it without the sauce *or should i say i love pasta*
4. I love froot loops with orange juice instead of the usual milk for breakfast.

5. I love nicholas sparks novel.
6. I still love the person who at one time made me the happiest person i could ever be.
7. I have love and been loved and for me this has always been enough. *sensya na tsisi mode on e*

Now, I don't really know who i can tag so whoever gets to read this and feels like doing one... you're tagged by sugar rain ok??? =)

Happy father's day!

to my fader time... bukod sa wala ako sa mundong ito kung hindi dahil sa inyo alam kong higit pa dun ang dapat kong ipagpasalamat dahil hindi dun nagtatapos ang pagmamahal at pangunawa na lagi nyong ibinibigay sakin.
to all my dad friends... tulad ng sabi ko kanina sa aking tsisi msg hehehe i alwasys feel protected because my friends are fathers like you.
to all the father in the world... Happy Father's Day!


The greatest gift I ever had Came from God; I call him Dad!

Happy Bday Grandma!

Tomorrow is my grandma's bday. (and my brother too, and one of my close friend here Mama betchay)
Minsan ko na lang sya makausap but she's always remembered, i know i haven't told her this but i've learned a lot from her. Her undconditional love for all of us, sa kanya ko lagi nakikita yung sinasabi nila na yung mga mother kahit isusubo na lang nila ibibigay pa nila sa anak nila and sya nakaextend pa sa mga apo nya. For us and lalo na sa daddy ko no one cooks better than her, not only that she allows me to stay in the kitchen and watch her cook , she never fails to share her secret style in cooking and up to now hindi ko nakakalimutan ang mga tinuro nya sakin.
Grandma i miss you and i love you so much... HUG!HUG!HUG!