- hanging on... *kapit lang*
- to a lost great love advance happy birthday. *i can but i guess i'd rather not*
- happy and thankful for every opportunity/blessings that knocks at my door/peeks thru my window
- excited
- hopeful
- tearfully facing it all
- letting go and letting God
- awfully fond of melason *reminds me of my ex-jason nyahahaha*
- missing a friend

thank you Jesus!

today is a happy day because...

- my interview went good =) *still praying for the result*
- someone gave me a big hug *i cried tears of joy*
- family and friends showed their love and support
- receive a mail from a long lost friend *miss you big time F*

sorry but today is also a sad day *still in denial so details to follow*

TGIFy = Thank God I Found you

funny how i dreamt of this and waking up on a Friday humming the song... 

Thank God I found you 
I was lost without you 
My every wish and every dream 
Somehow became reality 
When you brought the sunlight 
Completed my whole life 
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude 
Cause baby I'm so thankful 
I found you 

sadness and all...

Lord embrace me with your love for not even my tears can put me to sleep...

just to share...

The best and the worst 

 A poet says: “the warrior of the light chooses his enemies.” 

 The warrior knows what he is capable of. He does not need 

to go around telling others of his qualities and virtues. 


 Nevertheless - just like in the Old West - someone always comes

along wanting to prove that he is the better man. 


 The warrior knows there is no “better” or  “worse”: each has the 

gifts necessary for his individual journey. 


 But some people insist. They provoke, offend, do everything they 

can to irritate him. This  is when the warrior’s heart says: “do not 

accept the insults, they will not increase your ability. You 

will tire unnecessarily.” 


 A warrior of the light does not waste his time listening to provocations;

 he has a destiny to fulfill.

from Warrior of the Light by Paulo Coelho 

i can see you...

and how i wish i could just take all your pain away... im not saying this out of pity, because i don't. i don't have so much to say now i think i still have to search for the right words... maybe tomorrow... or the day after... just remember i'm looking at you and i can see you. *sounds familiar? hehehe*  

Tomorrow morning if you wake up 
and the sun does not appear
I will be here
If in the dark, we lose sight of love
Hold my hand, and have no fear
'Cause I will be here

Therefore I say unto you, All things whatsoever you desire when you pray, believe that you receive them, and you shall have them.--Mark 11:24